@темы: and one of the worst bits is, and the teachers just tell you you're awesome all the time instead of actually teaching you HOW to work, and then if you don't do really well, I WENT TO UNI AND REALISED I WAS ACTUALLY AN IDIOT AFTER ALL: AN AUTOBIOGRAPHY, if you breeze through school without having to try much, not that this is a sore point, oh god i have to stop i'm ranting, suddenly you have lost the one and only thing you were ever told made you worth anything, then when you finally get to something you don't understand immediately with no effort, this is all so horribly painfully relevant, you realise you have literally NO IDEA HOW TO ACTUALLY STUDY